It all happened when my best friend that I stopped hanging out with him because I missed me other girl friends instead of him... I know, I'm a selfish bitch for just leaving him but I couldn't help it... :( Well, he stopped talking to me and he won't even lend me his jacket anymore :'( which is sad...And I'm freaking jealous of him talking to my friend that used to like him, who knows, maybe she still has a soft spot for him. I DESERVE THE PAIN. Yes, it HURTS. FREAKING HURTS. It's like my previous 'perfect' love relationship getting broken all over again. Why am I so deppressed? I mean, he is a great guy, he deserve happiness that he can never get from me. His birthday is coming up, I want to try to talk to him, get time, but I never have it.
So to you guys, Don't be a selfish bitch like me. You'll might realise one day that your true happiness will disappear forever. To find out what is your true happiness, you have to try and find it, talk to people that make you smile. Think about the people or person who truly makes your stomach hurt from laughing and cheeks swollen from the smiling.
To him, I love you and Miss you Aleef. <3 div="" nbsp="">
-Y
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