WAIT! STOP!

Smile is the best medicine. Smile for once in your life for god's sake!
Twich the corners of your lips up---Damn now I'm teaching you guys to smile?! xD


-Yan
Psst: YOU BETTER BE SMILING WHILE SCROLLING THROUGH MY BLOG.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

I love him, I love him not?

Do I love him? I kept asking myself the question. Would I climb a mountain for him? No. Would I die for him? No.

Okay, this is not going anywhere! Conclusion: I don't love him but i really like him. He told me he loves me through texts. He is known as the most shy, quiet, obedient boy in my class. One day i came back 4 children's day, i passes out my party invitations. At night, he sent me a text. I was watching Red Ridding Hood at the moment so, i was like didn't care much. I had a crush on him like since year 4. We were like sending texts to each others for the whole night. Then, he confessed that he likes me. He, my crush!!!! I accepted of cuz! But i didn't really say it, did i have to? This was my first time anyway....
Nxt morning, he sent me a text just as i woke up saying, 'Did you have a sweet dream?' i sent him a yes and a thank you. We keep sending texts to each other but after a while, we stopped! My heart was crushed. I kept writing heartbreaking poems as my status in facebook. I guess i was stupid cus, the next weekend, he told me he LOVES ME! Its weird how love changes people's emotion. I was like jumping crazily like a maniac! Then, we stopped, again! and it happened again and again and again.

Now, i don't know. We stopped for a while. Did you know i had to keep putting some money to my credit?! i don't usually use my phone much anyway, but now, its my life saver. I don't think he cares much now... :( I remember he told me he had a crush on a girl called Natalie. SHe has a crowd of boys chasing her, i have to admit i was jealous...

XOXO
Cyan

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