1. I never been loved by any boy, except my family. The boy told me he loves me, so what?! If he 'LOVES' me, he should prove to me! Telling me isn't a big difference! Does he know that? Although i love it when he tells me that but one day i asked Yan, my big brain sistah', she says 'Saying those words don't really mean anything unless you are in a relationship together!' But we aren't in a relationship at all. That kills me. Truthfully, i never confessed to anyone before and the person who told me he 'loves' me was the one that confessed to me for the first time! I guess she is true...
2. We kept our affair as a secret. I asked my friend for her opinion whether it was a good thing to keep it as a secret. Grace, my friend, she told me, ' Well, if it was me, i would like that. Well, i don't really have any reasons to but i don't enjoy open relationships.' She's right. If we were in one, and an open one, people might start rumours, if we broke up, everyone would know and tell the next person. So, i guess my shy boy's idea is great. :) I like him a lot but i don't know if i can love him, i hope he doesn't hate me...
XOXO
Cyan <3 :)
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