Is this goodbye?

When i heard you saying you were migrating to Japan, my world stopped. Not in a good way but a bad...I thought my life was over...no more a chance. I tried reaching you...texting you, sending you facebook messages, tweets..until you gave me an answer. I actually cried for you like crazy...It was a relief when you gave your answer back almost immediately. You said you were migrating for 'reasons' that you only told me, which i was very grateful for. I nearly begged you for them...and then you said..it was only for one day...
Next few days, 'I'm staying here...for you and her.' HER?! HER?! I wanted to rip your head off....i had to admit...Fine. Go with her...seriously, I don't want to be the backup anymore... i was...and I arent going to be that girl again.
Hope you'll live a happy life with her Ace. I hope we wont need to say goodbye...

XOXO
Cyan

Knew you were trouble

I knew you were trouble when you first came into my life. But I decided to play the game with you. Soon, it turned out that it wasn't a game but the truth... It was all real. You actually liked me. I actually thought you did. At the beginning, I thought you were a douche and you still are. But at the end, I believed in you, didn't think you were a douche....but a sweetheart. I stayed true to you, but in the end, you hurt me , broke my heart in the most possible way. I hate you for that. I always knew there was a part of you that is forever kept for a part of Her. You think i was convinced that you totally forgot about her?  No way. Really, you weren't even convincing and smart, only smart at being dirtyminded, desperate and playing your play boy games, and also, Lying. Well, I have to admit, when this thing was over....I was teenie bit relief...I didn't need to play with your lies and games; other than that, I was hurt...broken..torn..

I have one thing to say, "JUST GO BACK TO HER! BE HAPPY, SO YOU HAVE NO WORRIES TO LIE TO ME ANYMORE."