Blind, Deaf, Mute (POEM 1)

I'm blind because of the lack of love you give,
I'm deaf because I can longer hear your sweet whisper nothings no longer,
I'm a mute because of you decided to give up on me and leave,
Nothing can cure me because now my heart and mind has nothing to receive.

Was blinded by your love before,
Now everything is drowned in the world of sore;
Cannot see, And scared of how the world is around me,
Might fall into your traps and never get to find my way out through the dark.






I'm deaf as soon as you said goodbye,
I couldn't hear any other words others say,
My ears missed the sound of your voice,
Because it's the sound of passion and warm moist.






I'm a mute and was speechless since that moment existed,
Never daring to say another word,
because I'm scared of what will happen if I did,
will I break my heart again, and forget the reason I stayed to live.


As the memories flood back into my mind,
I could easily forget them;
But the rejection remains forever after.

Sunway...group pics. :D

I miss that happy feeling I got when we were at the rink.

 Full House. Bad experience cus it costed TOO MUCH! XD Learnt my lesson :P

<3 <3 <3...

Impossible Love!

I really just met you, and we talked about out lives, love lives and after a few mins....BAM! We're together. Boyfriend and Girlfriend. I don't know how...This is just so complicated and straight forward....I know I just met you and...i just don't know, you suddenly asked and I was like YES.....

I am stupid...am i doing the right choice? You treat me better than my ex, care more about me, you are just too sweet! :'( What did I do to get you?! I don't know...

I knew you through facebook, knowing that you were from KL too, you're older than me for 3 years and the looks doesn't ever matter. I know this is very dangerous, but i can't help me and my broken heart. i guess I really wanted my own lover, my own boyfriend, my forbidden boyfriend.

I am not allowed to date and i told you that, asking for permission and you said it was fine, simply shrugged it off. You said this was a secret only between us two, no telling our parents and friends....and i HAVE to admit and confess, I told my bestest friend, obviously, she was SCREAMING at me...not approving off it.

Well, slowly anyone can fall in love with anyone in a matter of time. :) So, i really don't regret this. Then...My BFF's words hit me. 'Don't let the guy hurt you, you have to be the first to take the move.' I really don't take rejections well...I can't hurt anyone! It hurts me more than hurting the 'victim'!

Well, I know you aren't all of my list, but you are almost perfect to me! <3

Cyan -m confused- ?????? :'(