Hanging Out wif Hans.....and his sister

Tomorrow, we have a friend's day :) We invited Michael, but he couldn't come.....pity...Then, mohit...can't come as well... so now Hans Sister :\. We said we will got to the arcade tomorrow!!!!!! :D Watch Ghost Riders and.... :D

XOXO

Cyan

Shoot!!!! They know!!! D:

My secret of having a crush on M...THEY KNOW!!! My life is over....NOT! Thanks to A*l*, i have a better friendship with her....THANK U GOD!!!!!

Was talking to my ex-CRUSH...but i think I still like him more as a friend, he seems to treat me the same. He used to have a crush on me too....But my bestie doesn't really 'like' him. She practically hates him and make fun of him every time. That's why I'm quite angry bout it. I mean she calls him names and no, i won't say the 'bad' side of him here...

Anyway, back to topic, A knows, Isabelle knows~! God, if words are sent to Ella...I think I MIGHT die..... :(

XOXO

Innocent

If you just know how i feel about you.....

During art class, you like moving to other seat, but always manage to come the closest to mine...People tease that you like me and you totally agree with them...playfully. While I'm drawing whatever Sir tells us to do, you wouldn't do anything and just shake your legs with another of your same type of people, Korean girl. You guys were speaking in your own language that I don't seem to understand a word, but then she suddenly told me, 'You know, M- likes you more of a friend, not like, LOVE!' I was of course thrilled but I didn't show it...I would love to but--(I'll tell you about that later :) ) I can't! I am a person that is very, very not straight, but a person that can't joke with love! I didn't even know if it was true...

A guy wouldn't dare to hit a girl but M hit me! He tells me and H during band practise that he acts gay in school but he's not...he has a girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!! AAH!!

Before me, there was another Chinese girl who had a crush on him, she confessed and something bad happened to her. Unfortunately for her....M's girlfriend called from Korea and argued with her...I pity her :(

I am the most terrified girl in the world! I am so stupid and dumb!!!! M is the luckiest guy in the world.....I have a huge crush on him but I'll try not to be the one who confesses first!

On a typical day, M walked to the seat in front of me while I draw, since it is always Art class when he sees me...I gave him my friends signature book to call him sign it, and he told me, 'Hey, Yan yi, send me chocolate on Valentine's Day then I will sign your book.' I raised an eyebrow and he just signed it then complain somemore that I give him chocolate on 14th of Feb. Then, Seowyyy came and I told her about he calling me to give him chocolate on Valentines Day, (I was plannin to give everyone heart chocolates anyway...) She helped me tell M. 'Wei! You call her to give you chocolate, why don't you give her too!' My heart was like gonna burst! Seowyy knows that I have a crush on M, so it wasn't a problem.

I think he told me,' Fine, whatever!' But I that's totally impossible for him to say that...:( Sad... I love you M.....as a friend, i like you M...more as a friend. :) My crazy parents that wouldn't let me date or be in a relationship...UGH! DAMN them.... :(

XOXO (Not satisfied but i want to be in a forever relationship with M!)
Cyan

Being SINGLE on Valentines Day

I am soooo STUPID to ask permission to send a 'surprise' to my lover affair guy!!!!! Don't ever do it, cause he stopped talking to me a while.... My heart is so broken..Anyway, being single on Valentines Day!

Yes, you are miserable that you don't have your lover with you on that day...but no worries. I'm pretty sure that you have some friends that are single too, Not caring any gender or homosexual, you should hang out with them! I'm already planning on giving out heart chocolates to every friend of mine in school and also, i want to give a gift to a typical guy that makes me origami every time and seems to say hey and making it obvious....but this article is not about me, so i'll just cut out my cr*p.

To the singles...wait i know that kinda sounded mean but please continue to READ ON! :D The best way to celebrate V.D (Valentines Day) being single is to hang out with friends!!! My way of celebrating V.D? Asking my crush to go out with me with other couples...:)

Good Luck with Valentines Day with your Valentine...I really hope you'll be luckiest while others aren't! That's why we have friends for backup!

XOXO
Cyan :* I love you T.T.M but I like you too M!!!

February 14....Yes, another Valentines Day article.

I heard there's an event in my school that is only open to the Secondary One's, Two's and Fives!!! Where they sell flowers in school and you can secretly give them to your loved ones! But unfortunately, my sweetheart doesn't go to my school...

There's a girl in my class, i heard she might have 5 sweethearts...i am so freaking jealous. Why can't I get my dream guy? Why does the two-sided girl get her guy. She is a cheater, i tell you but nobody know except me and a few people...And me, yes, the innocent me can't get the guy I longed to be...:(

I wish to be the one I truly LOVE as he loves me back more than I do to him. I want him to be cheesy, loving, caring, hot, funny, really sweet, innocent and cheerful! Is that too much to ask?!

I wish to have someone as sweet as The two sided girl's boy. (I don't think she loves him at all! Poor guy...) I don't have a crush on the boy not one bit Cause I have mine already...<3

XOXO

Cyan Slytherin!

Liar liar, pants on FIRE!

'Everyone can do splits and I, couldn't do it before0 but after for 2 weeks, i can do it!' One of my cheerleader mate(she was a flyer in her old school) So jealous~~~ ><

She tried to convince all of us, you see, she's a new transfer student to our school but she totally acts like she was in this school since she was young. Well, she's not! I'm the youngest and only Form 1 Dragon group to join cheer leading! I convinced other girls in my class but they didn't want to.

Today, sir told us we can invite boys in cheerleadin and i told one of my Dragon group girl which in my class that we already had 8 boyz in our group. I was half telling her a lie, we only had 4 boys and i accidentally said that, and the truth is the school let us call in the guys.

Rish started to get all excited cause she is like obsessed in having guy friends and boyfriends and she suddenly changed her mind and wanted to join. I asked her quietly, 'Its because its the guys right?' She denied. What a lying piece of crap!

XOXO

Cyan